Chapter 169
As I was pacing around that small section of the forest I noticed that I was wearing a path into the snow that was around me. I had created my own little path that I just kept following
around a few trees.
I felt my hands tingling so I raised them up to look at them and I saw electric sparks shooting
between my fingers.
I clenched my fists together so I couldn't release the tension that I was feeling inside of me. What the f**k was going on with me.
I was finding it really hard to breathe like I was having a panic attack or something. I leaned against one of the trees to keep my balance as I started getting dizzy and my eyes were getting a bit blurry. Like I couldn't see properly.
I was almost ready to scream for help when I heard footsteps approaching me.
"Emma. You need to calm down." Lucas said.
"Get away from me." I demanded.
"No. You need to listen to me..."
"I don't want to f*****g hurt you. You need to get away from me. I don't know what's wrong." I said.
"I do." He said, walking closer to me.
I looked up at him, confused, but he was slowly approaching me and he reached out to hold
one of my arms in his hand.
I actually felt a slight relief when he did that, but I was still leaning against the tree, not being able to stand up straight.
"What the f**k is this?" I asked.
"Remember what happened to me during the full moon?" He asked.
"It's day time." I said.
"I know. But we can all see how much you are missing Walker. And you're not a typical she-wolf. Everything that happens to you, always happens differently and is always a lot stronger. He said. "I know that," I said.
"That's why this is happening to you. You're losing control because Walker isn't here." Lucas said.
I used my fist to hit the tree, causing the massive thick tree to split down the middle and break into two pieces.
Lucas managed to grab my arms before I stumbled over since that tree was giving me leverage.
"I can't f*****g do this. Why the f**k does this s**t happen to me? Why couldn't it be easy, like with mom. She found her mates. Three of them. All at once. They're triplets. Why the f**k can't I have that?" I asked, trying to control my anger. "You want all three of your mates?"
"Of course I do." I yelled.
"I didn't think you wanted me."
"If I didn't want you Lucas then I would have rejected you and kicked you out of the castle." I snapped.
"Emma. Look at me." He demanded. So I took a couple of deep breaths and I looked up Lucas' eyes.
into
He took a step closer to me and I realized that I was calming down, the closer he got to me. The more he was touching me.
It was easing the pain that I was in. So there was just one thing for me to think about at this point.
fank it.
I lurched forward, kissing Lucas, taking him by surprise. But he didn't push me away.
When the initial shock wore off, he wrapped his arms around my back and I wrapped my arms around his neck.
Lucas brought his arms up to my cup my face with his hands and he spun me around so I was pressed up against another tree.
I reached down and started undoing his pants and then my own.
I managed to kick mine off before Lucas picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and I raised my arm above my head to grab the tree for leverage while my other hand was on his shoulder. Lucas lined his erection against my entrance before he shoved it without mercy, causing me
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to gasp and hold my breath for a moment.
He reached around me, also holding the tree that I was leaning against and he started moving faster and faster inside of me.
I looked down at his face and he leaned forward to kiss me before he started kissing down my jawline and my neck.
He moved his hand right under my ass to support me a little better while he was still holding the tree behind me.
I could feel the tree digging into my back, but I really didn't care right now.
Lucas kept pounding into me mercilessly, relentlessly, desperately.
I could feel myself getting closer as Lucas moved his hand down and started playing with my clit between us.
A couple more thrusts and I felt myself clench around his c**k as I fell off the precipice of my orgasm, my whole body going into spasms.Content bel0ngs to Nôvel(D)r/a/ma.Org.
A couple more thrusts when Lucas came inside of me with a couple of erratic movements before he stopped and rested his head in the crook of my neck.
When we both caught our breath again, he pulled his now flaccid c**k out of me and he placed me down on the ground.
I grabbed my pants that were on the ground and I put them back on while all he had to do was pull his up and do them up.
"Are you alright?" He asked, walking up behind me.
"Yeah. I'm alright." I said. He put his arm around my waist and forced me to turn around and
look at him.
"No, you're not." He said.
"It's stupid." I said. But he looked at me expectantly. I knew that he wasn't going to let me go until I told him. "No matter who I'm with, I always feel like I'm cheating." I said. "You're not cheating if you're having s*x with your mate." He said.
"I know that. I told you it's stupid." I said.
"I think you're just really confused about everything right now. You said it yourself, it hasn't
been
easy for you with any of
your mates. I lied to you when we met. Noah lied to you. Walker
never lied to you but you had to leave him. None of it has been fair for you." He said, wrapping
his arms around my waist. So I buried my head into his chest.
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"You've got that right." I said.
"It's gonna get easier. You know that, right?" He asked.
"Yeah. Well, at least I think I know it." I said.
We headed back towards the field and Avery came running up to me as soon as she saw me
and Lucas quickly brushed the bark off of the back of my sweater from where I had been pushed up against the tree.
"Wow. What's this for?" I asked, confused as Avery almost knocked me down.
"I've just missed you way too much." She said.
I looked over her shoulder and saw the same guy standing behind her that I saw the day before.
"Avery. Aren't you going to introduce me?" I asked. So she looked at me and then at Toby. "You can tell?" She asked.
"He's been following you around since I got back. It's kind of obvious." I said.
"Right. Well, this is Toby. My mate." She said.
"It's really nice to meet you Toby." I said.
"It's nice to meet you too, ma'am." He said.
"It's Emma. Not ma'am." I said.
"Toby is from one of the packs from the state. In Washington." She said.
"What? You're leaving?" I asked.
"Why would you say that?" She asked.
"Because the woman always goes to the man's pack. That's how it's always been. You're
gonna move to Washington." I said.
"No. No way. Absolutely not...At least, I don't think so." Avery said, looking back at Toby. But he
didn't say anything. His facial expressions didn't even give anything away.
"We still have to discuss that." Toby said.
"Yeah. Sounds like it." I said.
I looked back at Lucas and he stepped forward to put his arm around my waist, picking up on the worry on my face. Knowing that I would be really heart broken if Avery left. But if that's what she had to do to be with her mate then there was nothing I could do about it.
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I wasn't going to use my royal title to tell them where to live. I wasn't going to stomp all over werewolf traditions like that.
I would just have to suck it up and be fine with it.
No matter how much it hurts. Again.