Loving You Too Long

Nathan opened his eyes; his headache had started to fade, although his body still felt uncomfortable. His throat still hurt when he swallowed, although not as intensely as before. Perhaps it was thanks to Dr. Willy’s medicine, or it could be because of the porridge and soup that Haisley made.

Thinking about her name, Nathan smiled to himself. He remembered the girl’s face blushing when she helped him change his clothes and wiped his body with a warm towel. It was abundantly clear that she had never been that close to a man before. Nathan tried to slowly get up from his bed. He didn’t want to wake her up; she was sleeping on the floor, propped up by her arms with her head resting on the side of the bed. Regardless of how sharp her words were and how cynical her gaze was, her attention to him was greater than anything else.

Nathan couldn’t help but wonder: what did this girl really want to prove to him? And more than that, he was curious about her feelings for him. Did she still have feelings for him, like she confessed before? Or perhaps those feelings were no longer there, as she seemed to be trying to prove?

Nathan got up from his bed and stepped down slowly. He tried to reach for Haisley’s body and move her onto the bed. He didn’t want her to wake up with a sore waist and stiff arms from sleeping in a sitting position. Even considering her immense pride, Nathan was sure Haisley would never admit her pain.

If Nathan’s body were in normal condition, Haisley’s body would have felt incredibly light when he tried to lift her. However, due to his weakened state, even lifting Haisley even slightly made him break out in a sweat. Nathan lay down next to her, breathing heavily. With his sideways position, he could observe her face very clearly.

Haisley wore a cotton top with a halter neck design in a light purple color, with thin straps on her shoulders, revealing her smooth shoulders and slender neck. Stray hairs escaped from her simple bun, making her chubby face look even more endearing. Nathan played with those strands with his fingers. His index finger traced her forehead, cheeks, down to her neck and collarbone. He smiled to himself as Haisley moved, attempting to brush off his touch, probably finding it ticklish.

Haisley shifted, adjusting her position to face him, giving Nathan the opportunity to untie her hair so her bun fell apart, her long black hair spreading over the bedsheet. Tempted, Nathan ran his fingers through her hair. It was smooth and emitted a cherry scent.

He remembered the moments when Gilbert helped her care for her hair every weekend. The jealousy unavoidably crept into his heart. Yes, every weekend, Haisley often asked Gilbert for help in maintaining her beautiful hair. Whether it was applying aloe vera masks, smearing plain yogurt, or various other concoctions Nathan himself had no knowledge of.

Gilbert’s delighted expression every time he did it didn’t improve Nathan’s mood. Especially afterward when Haisley would do the same for Gilbert’s hair, ending up washing each other’s hair in the bathroom with laughter that only fueled Nathan’s growing frustration.

Nathan was confused about his feelings. When his parents said Haisley would be living with them and Gilbert, he wanted to be angry at her and hated her because he thought her presence would remind him of Crystal. However, the reality was, in the nearly three months she’d been here, he hadn’t thought about Crystal at all.

Furthermore, he came up with various schemes to distance himself from Haisley and avoid her if she kept disturbing him with her once-expressed romantic feelings. But in reality, not a single plan he devised worked. His anxiety about Haisley’s presence that would disturb him with her puppy love never came true. Instead, he found himself getting angrier every time she talked about other men who approached her.

Now there was Steven and Demian. Who knew who else would be added to the list of men pursuing her tomorrow or the day after. And Gilbert, his foolish brother, wholeheartedly supported whatever Haisley did, even allowing her tiny body to be touched by other men’s hands.

What was going on in his brother’s mind? Wasn’t he insane? Didn’t he understand that guarding meant protecting Haisley from all the potential harm she might face? Yet, his foolish brother casually said that Haisley should indeed enjoy her youth.

Absolutely insane!

And the thought of Haisley kissing another man made his anger rise to the top of his head again. What did that girl say the other day? Feeling other lips? By God, Nathan would never allow it. He didn’t want any other lips to touch his own.

His? On what basis did he claim Haisley’s lips as his own? That girl is nothing. Or does Nathan want the girl to be who he is?

His thumb touched the girl’s lower lip gently. With a low groan, Nathan captured her lips with his and crushed them over time. He didn’t care if Haisley woke up with his kiss. There was only one thing on his mind right now. He had to feel her softness.

And if the girl wants to feel a man’s lips and explore them. So Nathan will be happy to teach her.

Answering his curiosity. Nathan went back to crushing, sucking, biting Haisley’s lips alternately. Slowly, the girl replied. Kissing, sucking, and even licking his lips in return. And when Nathan sucked her tongue, the girl moaned. Her chest puffed up beautifully as if silently asking for more.

Follow the girl’s wishes. Nathan’s hand entered the girl’s clothes and gently squeezed the supple mound of flesh. Twisted the tiny tip and made the girl sigh. While his lips were still exploring Haisley’s lips, his right hand was busy with the lump of supple flesh that was so tempting. His left hand lowered the thin shoulder strap and slid it down Haisley’s arm so he could now see the breast he had touched.

Round, full, firm, and beautiful. That was the only word in Nathan’s head. Nathan’s lips wanted more. The tiny body lying submissively beneath him seemed to provide more access. Her long neck tempted Nathan to come closer and smell the girl’s scent.

Nathan sniffed and kissed it while his hands squeezed the girl’s small breasts. He again heard the girl hissing, moaning in pleasure. Nathan’s lips continued to trail along the girl’s neck, kissing and occasionally licking it. Then down to her collarbone to the breast itself.

Haisley’s white skin looked red because of the heat that spread throughout her body. The pink peaks of her breasts looked seductive. Damn! Has Nathan now turned into a rapist? He touched the girl while she was unconscious?

But he didn’t care. He wants it. And the girl also liked his touch.

Nathan lowered his head and gently kissed the supple flesh while his other hand played with the girl’s left breast. His kisses turned into strong sucking, making Haisley moan softly in her sleep. His back arched upwards, begging for more as her hands touched Nathan’s head, grabbing his hair and trying to press it. Her body moved restlessly under Nathan’s body. Making Nathan burn even more and want more.

Nathan moved his mouth to the other side of Haisley’s breast while his left hand twisted the top of the girl’s right breast, replacing the moisture of his lips with a gentle squeeze. Haisley’s tiny hand grip on Nathan’s hair became stronger. “Nathan…” she moaned between hissing sounds. Nathan looked up and saw those eyes closed.

Maybe the girl was dreaming. Dreaming of him rubbing her. And Nathan will fulfill her wish. He lifted his body again and kissed Haisley’s neck and jaw while his right hand slid down Haisley’s lower body. Rubbed her flat stomach and continued down towards the girl’s sensitive area.

Nathan teases Haisley from outside her panties. Rubbing gently and pressing so that the girl’s tiny body writhed and let out a muffled sigh. “Nathan, please…” she moaned with her eyes closed. Excited by Haisley’s request and hot by his desire. Nathan dared to put his finger into his underwear and touch the wet area. Inserted one finger and began to tease slowly.

The girl’s hips rose. Instinctively asking for more. Nathan moved more intensely. Kissing the girl’s neck, squeezing her breasts, and occasionally kissing her full lips. Meanwhile, his fingers moved faster and faster, going in and out as far as he could. Finally, he felt the girl’s body stiffen and her sensitive parts swell. With a moan that sounded beautiful, the girl got her first release.

Nathan smiled. He was satisfied with his results even though his body was still stiff. Nathan adjusted Haisley’s clothes and then covered her small body, which seemed to neutralize her breath. He had to take a cold shower. He cursed as he got up from bed and went into the bathroom.Text © by N0ve/lDrama.Org.

Nathan turned on the cold water and stood under the shower until he felt his passion subside. Then he went back into the room with his body staggering because the throbbing in his head was getting more excruciating. Wearing only underwear that he took from the cupboard in the bathroom, he climbed into bed and covered himself with the same blanket as Haisley. Nathan reached out and grabbed Haisley’s head so that the girl slept in his arms with the pillow of his arm. Tonight, let Haisley be him. He thought before falling asleep.